Black Love

2006-03-07T16:39:00.000+05:30

i saw the face swallow an evening sky
as i lit up the candle, and watched the sun go down
she sighed and i cried. lied right next to me and died
this beautiful woman of mine. forever lied

2006-03-03T08:36:00.000+05:30

the round scrub of hate
pale brown drops of yale
lil kiss and kid playing games
the warm forest, my whole in flames

2006-02-28T17:35:00.000+05:30

i am the goon that never grew
this cold saphire burning low
i am the ghost and the rain
plotting fear for more fame

2006-02-26T20:30:00.000+05:30

words
tender ignite. Heels on ice
Blue songs and highs. My honey bright eyes
Throw out the towel. Soak in my ire
Sing out desire. Curl in my fire

2006-02-22T18:49:00.000+05:30

the days seemed to move so fast
and the nights all evened out
memories falling high and low
like birds at night. so silent. so cold

2006-02-20T15:53:00.000+05:30

a beautiful blog in blue
sad pastures so true
i am so sorry i said this to you
but this pain, i can't let go

I am sorry labyrinths. And i am sorry heretic

2006-02-17T13:34:00.000+05:30

down goes the water balloon,
this fallen angel of tiring glow
long have these winters cried
tears, wishing you never die

2006-02-12T18:09:00.000+05:30

I am the song and the last lie
I am the wrong you can't right
I am the black ghost walking alive
In the fading light between your eyes

2006-02-02T16:37:00.000+05:30

like the blinking boy of twilight
and the aching wounds of midnight
like the song that never ends
this pain, will it ever fend

2006-02-02T16:34:00.000+05:30

red bubbles of solitude
lil ferns of sand and fate
remains of the rain
that swept us past
a hurricane superfly

2006-01-30T16:40:00.000+05:30

A lonely tower of my toil
A broken twill in foil
Tossed pages in history
Of an anger burnt in tiring

2006-01-26T18:03:00.000+05:30

there is a certain beauty in his mind
in the way he keeps everything aside
like a burning bridge of fire
in bottled years of dire

2006-01-23T19:08:00.000+05:30

walk along these star lit dreams
with hearts knit in deep despair
lil babies of fortune, waiting to be born
tired soul of sorrows, heaving the night within

2006-01-21T21:49:00.000+05:30

i dawned on you tonight
like a cloudy arm of desire
as you crawled to my death
this sorry fable fire

2006-01-20T11:11:00.000+05:30

I feel like an empty body
Trying so hard to imagine bliss
Waiting for some time with love
that seems so out of reach

2006-01-18T18:12:00.000+05:30

This favourite pastime
of my guilty lover
as the day rises higher
and the sun struggles admired
like a blue eyed boy tired

2006-01-17T16:30:00.000+05:30

Not a friend in sight. painful delight
Another morning to survive
surrendered by ice
And empty songs to play
My memories of you in vain

2006-01-14T18:55:00.000+05:30

and all those words you used to say
well they make no sense today
and all those nights we shared
lil broken stars in the sky

2006-01-12T16:19:00.000+05:30

i miss you more every day
as the song whips you away
let time run dry
And you and i
we could sit down and cry

2006-01-11T19:38:00.000+05:30

Like the pearl of solitude
these days of yours pass me by
like early sunsets of a winter afternoon,
And these songs of yours, like fairytales of fire
sing tears, i can't deny

2006-01-09T23:37:00.000+05:30

and if i had to beg and plead
would you still want me dead
if i held you close and cried
would you still say goodbye

2006-01-09T19:23:00.000+05:30

things turn black sooner or later
as the song blows right over
this brewing sunset in our lives

2006-01-06T13:44:00.000+05:30

A foggy tale of remarkable winter
This sad taste of sudden thunder
A laughing dime of sorrow
In this breathless pain called tomorrow

2006-01-04T09:17:00.000+05:30

what sounds beneath did the earth cry
like torn blues they multiply
Those swollen thoughts, they rained the sky
oh how i wish we never ate thy pie

2006-01-02T17:07:00.000+05:30

And as far as you could see
all that they were
were deaths of many. so few n free
And as i laid these demons to rest
all i could see were more in the making

2006-01-02T17:04:00.000+05:30

yeah, i used to see hope, times before
and there was the sun waiting at the door
then you grew up. saw the chains broken with hate
the mirror, a sad sight. the lives, broken in time
and this endless pain, my only friend. my only hope

2005-12-29T23:52:00.000+05:30

you still wake me up
you still make me cry
and tell me where i went wrong
the things i'd never learn
but i do miss you
those afternoons, when you'd call

2005-12-28T01:06:00.000+05:30

the dark night never lied
but you felt the edge
the end of the cliff
and you knew you were alone
for all of eternity
and time knew shit

2005-12-27T04:14:00.000+05:30

i want to leave my pain tonight
over a ransack of bundled lies
let the days pass by my winter sky
as i caress you, my lonely child

2005-12-22T18:43:00.000+05:30

withered in these thoughts of yesterday
i feel an empty chissle darting my heart

lost in my little parks of anguish
i feel your death watching me lie
while Immortal lay your colours, wiped in red

2005-12-21T22:11:00.000+05:30

sadness. oh baby, i've had you so many times
And you still remain my lonely virgin weakness
As we wake up in the sombre dungeons of the night
and speak of the love, we once had

2005-12-20T19:34:00.000+05:30

she thundered aloud
Her voice
poignant, resonant..dying in vain
hurried were her stories
burnt in pain

for tomorrow is a sacrifice
of an empty village, bonded in shame

2005-12-19T16:15:00.000+05:30

Drown. Erupt in your sorrow
The dark menace, His eyes watch
As you walk all over the place
Burning the love within
from this fading light
that was once your life

2005-12-18T13:44:00.000+05:30

purple sorrow
come ride over my face
sing my song, sung black in dew
live your life, cross country blue

2005-12-16T09:53:00.000+05:30

while you remain burried
under the cobweb of my mistakes
i feel you dying inside every day
you sit there. waiting for a dark embrace
while i linger, holding onto your very escape

2005-12-15T09:35:00.000+05:30

and the walls come back to ask
what was the day like, honey?
was it easy, was it teasing
was she there? innuendo fly?

The love affair

2005-12-14T08:29:00.000+05:30

Somewhere during the Autumns of my life,
I saw the face of the man, i once loved

Somewhere within the corridors of my yesterday,
A man came along to show me the way

Somewhere beneath these cold blue skies,
I still dream of the one love, i only ever had

Somewhere, lost in these passages of time,
I faltered in the eyes of a love haunted

Somewhere, skewed in these rains of my pain,
I cried the tears of this never ending monsoon

Somewhere, in the forest of a past long gone,
I longed for a laughter no longer mine

Somewhere, within these arms empty,
I still cry to sleep, lost and forgotten

2005-12-12T16:48:00.000+05:30

so used to this falling tear
so abused by this raging fear
gone far in between, days sad and true
confined to you, you and you
my life, my empty prison

2005-12-10T14:48:00.000+05:30

as the days draw near, and the nights disappear
i go on living one dream after another

dying one death after another

as the sting of my past butchers me through
i walk on unknowingly toward hell's avenue

in these days, my love...you're all that keeps me alive
in dark nights, my fate..you're all i question why

2005-12-09T21:37:00.000+05:30

its been raining last night
its been raining tonight
and its been raining all my life
And all i ever wanna do is
lie down right next to you and cry

2005-12-08T18:20:00.000+05:30

I see an empty body
And a conspiring heart
The head that went too far
Like thesis for a baby boy

2005-12-07T18:36:00.000+05:30

in these waters, i'll drown my love
watch it sink, murmur, cry
driven by deceit, death n poetry
i'll dope you with my hunger
dipped in sorrow.

2005-12-06T18:21:00.000+05:30

in a heavy winter of corn soup, and closed doors
i sleep by the side, broken
these are my tears darling.. untold, unwept
these are my fears baby.. cold, dark and blue.

2005-12-05T23:03:00.000+05:30

A billion years of sorrow
A million hearts, broken
And the dream stays on!
Love beyond torn lives.

2005-12-03T17:37:00.000+05:30

the tear that wrote the end.
a story so true. so right. so full of shit.
delicate dream. dreaded end.
as time tricks you away from me
i'll still feel the empty death killing me.

2005-12-02T15:28:00.000+05:30

a bloodless war to fulfull my tear
a forest of pain, so let me stay
i want to die. i want to fly
end my tears my fears.
long for a heart, fallen

2005-12-02T10:48:00.000+05:30

Red is the way, the bulls go
Red are the eyes, that never glow
Red is the pigeon, that sat on gold
Red is my dress, caught in blue

2005-12-01T09:12:00.000+05:30

Another love, Another pain
If i fall too early
Its gonna be the same old story

2005-11-30T08:46:00.000+05:30

life is lost, life is carnage.
life is little, and diamond ghost.
cut my finger, sing me cry.
touch my soul, and watch me die.

2005-11-28T08:11:00.000+05:30

The tide shall ally
Defy this cold bloody lie

The crowds can all go away
For the lights have long faded grey

2005-11-28T08:08:00.000+05:30

I don't want to write.
I just want to speak with You
Every day, Every night
Every year, Every life

2005-11-28T08:06:00.000+05:30

Let me live. Let me die
And lie beside my own fire
Used, Bruised, Abused.
Let me fall. Let me lie.
Let me be. Let me die.

2005-11-25T16:28:00.000+05:30

Peace. Above all. Overpowers love. Tells you what remained unfinished shall remain so. Let it go. Let her fly. Stay where you are. Try a cold coffee on a lonely highway. Watch the stars go by, and the years melting past. No control. And don't Control! Live. Sustain what you have. Desire little. And pray that she has someone to love her. And you find your home. Your haven. Your true purpose in life. Follow the river. And wash your sins away.

2005-11-25T16:25:00.000+05:30

Smile honey! Its time to take a photograph.
We'll see this in sepia when winter arrives.

A funny smile. So true. So full.
A bloody tear. So pure. So you.

2005-11-25T07:57:00.000+05:30

i am nobody's death.
I am an abortion, an indisgrace.
I love my own apathy, and distrust humanity.
Kill me somber, with a dagger and a heart.
Rape my conscience with love divine.
And kiss this walnut goodbye :)

2005-11-23T20:52:00.000+05:30

I want to know if life's worth living .. i mean, have you had a nice ride? did you ever walk empty roads? lost treasures when you went numb? Have you seen the sun die on you, and the moon whisper secrets of death?